Confused

Lately i been feeling so depressed and i don’t know why i lose things i have high moments then back down i feel so alone but im surrounded by a nice boyfriend who loves me but i still feel so empty alone like dead. He hasn’t even hurt me lately. His bad temper is still their but we’ve improved i just wish i could show him i love him cuz i do but lately i feel the world is falling in me i need his arms…

I left my parents to live with my boyfriend who suffers anger problems. He gets really aggressive. He leaves me bruises sometimes since he’s big. I just keep hoping he’ll change he has his good moments buys me stuff makes sure im fine protects me cares for me occasionally says really sweet things. I keep hoping my beast turns into my prince so i finally get a happy ending.